stuff about me

I was at home yesterday just thinking about what Jesus means to me. He is my redeemer, my counselor, my God, my savior, and my best friend.I got to thinking about all he has brought me through in the last 4 years. and He has taught me that my strength comes from the word of my testimony. I have felt that I need to share my testimony for some time. I don't know if it will encourage anyone, but if you know of someone or yourself that is in the same position I found myself in, I pray that they would run to Jesus and another trusted friend here on earth that would help them.

After I graduated from high school, I kind of went crazy. I started sleeping around with men, that I really didn;t know. I lost my virginity to a man that I later broke up with after he hit me, he immediately apologized, but I called it quits. He was from Honduras. After him, I slept with 2 other men, both from Costa Rica. I look back now and still wonder what I was thinking. I strayed from my relationship with Jesus. I still went to churh, but there was no relationship with Jesus. While working at a printing factory I met Henry, a black man that was on work release from jail. He told me everything I wanted to hear, I was beautiful, he loved me and wanted to marry me. I never found out what he was in jail for until after he got out. I moved in with him Feb 2001, and everything went okay for awhile. Money soon began to disappear, there was never enough money for bills. I found out that my boyfriend was addicted to crack cocaine, he was spending $300 a week on crack. I soon found myself pregnant and afraid to leave. We moved a lot because we couldn;t keep up with the rent. My son, Henry was born in jan 02 and 3 months later, i was pregnant again. I moved into a mobile home that was not fit for a rat to live in, and had my daughter Aliyah in
jan 03. The lights were cut off b/c we owed $700 to the light company. My boyfriend got arrested for an old warrant, and the day he went to jail, my kids were taken from me. I moved and got my kids back the next day.

In feb 04 I had enough, we were looking at having to move again, and my boyfriend was doing more crack cocaine than ever before. He had started to hit me, threaten to kill me, and I decided it was finally time to leave.

I moved to arkanas with a 2 year old and a 1 year old. almost 1 year to the day that i left south carolina, I met my husband. God restored everything that satan had tried to steal from me. God is my kinsman redeemer. I hope that someone will read this and remember

1. Jesus is never too busy to hear your cry or listen to you.

2. Jesus wants to give back to you everything that the enemy has stolen.
3. If you find yourself in an abusive relationship thinking you cant do it on your own, know that Jesus never intended for you to stay. He's waiting with his arms open wide to hug you and help you and that there are people out there to help, you just have to ask.